I'm sorry to take so long to update you all....I'm still pregnant...and still at home. No I am not kidding.
Shortly after hitting "publish" on my last post I called the hospital for the pre-check in. I thought this was solely protocol and not necessary...we were scheduled after all and had arranged THIS date so we would have a specific doctor and specific nurse. I was beyond shocked and lost for words when I heard "we are full, we will call you in a few hours to tell you IF you can come in". Are you Fing kidding me?!? No, they weren't.
Brian and I didn't know what to do, we were at a total loss. We waited and waited for a phone call. Several hours later we got a phone call saying they still didn't know and would call again in a few hours.
We hadn't slept well in anticipation of what was supposed to be happening today and couldn't do anything else, but wait.
We decided to pack all of our bags into the car and go get gas and hope for the call. When it finally came we were told nothing would be happening today. NOTHING. So many emotions, so much confusion, so much...everything.
Now we have been given a different date all together. I don't even want to say it because I don't want people counting on something that won't happen.
I feel like of course this was what happened of course things didn't goes as planned of course we are let down and so are all of our family and friends....this is how our lives seem to go.
The one good thing is that Mason has been moving round great for me so I haven't had to worry *much* about his safety.
I just can't believe this happened to us, but then again I can, because it is us after all. So now we sit and wait...some more.
Thank you for all the comments and emails today. Our lap top was packed away ready for the hospital and this was the first chance I have had to sit down and give an update.
It's been a roller coaster of a day to say the least.