In reality I would still be taking them with Addison here because in a perfect world I would still be nursing her. Since I am not I am annoyed that I need to go purchase another bottle...those suckers aren't cheap! I feel like I should invest in stock of prenatal vitamins, ovulation tests and pregnancy tests or at least start buying in bulk!
It's hard to understand why I am where I am. I don't want to be here I just want the life I had planned. It's a hard pill to swallow this life of mine.